howdy ya'll haha well today has been really fun. me and alyssa rode bikes to the skate park. and then we called neal and was like hey lovley umm are you going to the skate park and he was like my dad is gunna take me in 20 minutes i was so happy... and then me and alyssa bought hot chocolate because i was so 'effing cold out and yeah then we walked back and neal and ryan got there and i met neal's mommie and she was like uhmm give neal his cell phone and i was like uhmm okay then so i gave it to him and she left and well yeah like at 3:00 we were walking to pizza sam's and i told alyssa a " secret" and neal wanted to know and he was all like hugging me and stuff it was odd but i loved it lol and yeah well then we got to pizza sam's and me and neal sat by eachother it was wonderfull and he was like holding my hand and touching my leg not in a sick way it was verry cute and then he had to leave and i was sad.. waaaaah j/p well then we sat there with ryan and we were looking through his pictures and he was like heres a picture of neals ex girlfriend and i was like who and it was a dead deer it was halarious... well then we called neal and he was like uhmm im at the mall so i kinda gotta go and alyssa was all like yeah i bet he's with another girl and i was like all sad and was like if he is then ill prolly cry because i like him so.. much but yeah and then i was talking to raph and he was being sooo cute he was like if neal just wants you for sex then you shouldnt like him and i was like no neal is different then that and he was like thats good because i dont want him to hurt you ( like break my heart )and i was like awwwh thats so cute lol... yeah well alyssa just left :tear: i miss her lol but yeahhh today was so much fun and i cant wait till wendsday! ALYSSAS BIRTHDAY! yay she'll be 13 whoot whoot lol well im watching t-vee and eating so im gunna go now ... byeeeeeeeee